I may have failed but I have loved you from the start.

Now Steve is angry with me. He says I have been talking shit about him to his friends. I honestly don't remember, I asked Brett and she says everyone is sick of hearing about Steve and that I did in the begining when I had been drinking, but didn't remember what I said. I don't remember, but I regret it. And now Steve won't talk to me unless it's over texting. Fuck that. He played that game with me this last summer after we broke up. This hurts so much. I just want to love him and have it be okay.