I am not in an awesome mood today. I mean, things are going well, I have sent in applications to a few places, I am always getting calls and texts from people who want to meet, and Julia is in town for the next month. I had a dream about Jeff last night, that somehow we met up and I asked him why he never called and he told me I was a nag (I'm pretty sure it was for some other reason) and then I woke up and started thinking about Steve and how much I miss him and cried and cried and cried. It's been over a year, how weak!! I am hoping I get a job soon, preferably a waitress job where I'll make lots of tip money.