Top: Indiska, Jeans: Ross, Flats: Bianco

Guess who never called. Go figure.

Yesterday Olivia and I went to a burlesque dancing fitness class, and we're going again today. It was soooooooo much fun!!

I think I may have figured out what I want to do with my life. Maybe. But I can't tell anyone cause I don't want to jinx it. It's given me alot more motivation to work harder in college. But honestly, sometimes I feel so hopeless and ugly, and it's so rediculous. When I lay in bed at night I just wish I could go back to how things were a year ago, with Steve. What the hell Steve. And I think about how the only guys that have hit on me since I got here have been drunk. And we all know how alcohol makes everyone look better. Fuck me I just feel shitty.