It took him four days but he did call. And he is pretty upset about my drunken makeout sessions. Not that I blame him, I mean of course we're not together anymore but I was drunk texting him only a couple hours before I snogged Z last Friday telling him how much I love him. Fuckk, I really fucked up. He says he still loves me, and I asked him if I fucked up any future chance we might have had and he says no, he's just pretty upset about the whole thing. I feel sooooooooooo shitty. Fuck me.
To be honest, it's still really confusing. Part of me wants to just go CRAZY and party and drink and snog and just have fun, but the other 90% of me just wants to wait for Steve and have things as they were before.
Og eg savne Norge såååååå fuckin mye, håbe eg kan gå på Bergen Universitet neste år.
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