Saturday was even more intense than Friday. I had my first day of work, and had to go in hungoever. I won't complain, that was my own doing. Later that night I met with everyone again and we went back to the house. Sam was there and we were friendly but that was the extent of it, the chemistry was gone. Good ridance! I really did think that girls and boys had the same sex drive, but I had no idea. Then I came to college. I ended up much drunker than the night before, and I ran into so many people and I was SUCH a flirt. I held hands with this guy Patrick most of the night, but I never hooked up with him cause I could see he was far too drunk and I didn't want slober all over my face. There was another guy, I think his name is Keith?? I don't know, but he kissed me and I didn't like it but I went along with it cause I was too drunk to do anything about it. Luckily, I only had to deal with it for a minute or two, when I heard my friends getting ready to leave I BOLTED downstairs and joined them. When we got back to campus, Aaron volunteered to walk me back to my dorm. We were walking and talking about sex stuff, but not at all in a sexual or awkward way. When we got to the door, we stood there staring at each other and then began to snog like crazy! It was cold and he asked if I was sure I didn't want him to come in, and I reminded him that I have a roommate but I checked him in anyway and we locked ourselves in one of the lounges and had a mad snogging for an hour or so til 5 am!!! I don't think I like him as more than a friend but it was HOT!! It also helped that I knew he wouldn't try to get anymore, so I felt comfortable and I was very intoxicated still. Wow, that was fun.
Last night and this morning I worked. I aslo visited Steve's brother Michael as I was able to look up his campus address now that I am a desk clerk. I called Steve, because I had been wanting too and been needing to redeem myself from Friday's 3 1/2 minute drunken message on his voicemail. He said he would call back tonight. I told my roommate Maeva this and she gave me a look. I said, "I have my own life now, I am doing as I please, I even snogged three boys this weekend, whatever!" I don't think she believes me. I don't know if I do either.