New Year's was dull. Everyone wanted to get a hotel room, so we all had to pitch in (I was against the idea, we're all low on money--why spend more... ON A HOTEL IN THE TOWN WE LIVE IN?!) and all they wanted to do was watch movies and I had to sit next to Leslie and Clay and watch them snog all night. It was three couples and Matt and I. Everyone except Les, Clay, Matt, and I left (I felt like I needed to stay since my dad had given me money for the room) and Les and Clay took the room and Matt and I had to share a fold out bed. It's absolutely nothing against Matt- he's one of my friends, but I felt SO awkward sharing a bed with him, and he snored all night so finally I left at 6 am cause I couldn't take it anymore. Leslie said nothing would change when they started dating. It used to be the three of us. Now it's those two letting me watch them snog.
Went to Chad's house last night to watch movies. We kissed a bit, didn't snog, but kissed and it was nice but I could never date him like I wanted to in high school. He's crude and a douche but we can be friends. When I came home and went to bed I had a dream that Tae and I almost kissed but he was hesitating cause the age difference was bothering him and then I woke up.