Steve is comming over spring break. I want to lose 6-7 kg. I want to look amazing. I want to tell him my side of the story. I want him to see I can be a wonderful person too. I want to fight it out for the last time, and have him acknowledge my feelings, and then never speak of it again. I want us to love again, but he still had his dumbfuck girlfriend in Texas.

Tae and I went for coffee yesterday. It was exciting and I was so nervous and I think I am still very fond of him.