I have not eaten any form of meat in six days.

I think I am turning into a full vegitarian. Maybe it's a phase, maybe not, but something it repelling me from flesh.

Halloween was alright. Drove to Wes, Christian, and Peters' apartment, stopped by to take pictures with the internationals first. We went to JT's party, to be honest if I weren't so drunk it wouldn't have been so super. There were lots of people that I graduated high school with, but they were mostly the "popular" crowd that I didn't really talk to. But like I said I was pretty drunk and chatted a bit, but stayed pretty calm cause I didn't want to make a scene of myself infront of them. Afterwards we went back to the apartment and watched scary movies all night, I think that was my favorite part. Except Nathan asked me why I'm still not over Steve, and I said cause I love Steve, and he said that he really thinks I need to enjoy my youth cause Steve and I won't be happening again, even if he does come home next summer. He said this was from his own perspective, Steve didnt' say anything to him, but it still hurt.

The rest of the weekend I just rested and did nothing, went to be early on Saturday and it was great.

I really am trying.